Author: Amelia Victrix

I’m having a hard time believing myself, I’m having a hard time believing in you, I’m having a hard time being happy and I’m having a hard time living life. I’m fully convinced this life is my hell and all I have to do is change my ways and succeed in more ways than financial…

Truthfully today is still a bleak day despite all I’ve done.I cooked two meals, I made a special hide for my bunny, I even cleaned up my home.Yet this under-cropping dark side of me is still here making me feel like I should just go. I’m hurt, hurt that friends didn’t value me enough to…

There are only so many words that can come to mind at this point in my life. But only temporarily, that’s my anti-strife. I am compelled to exorcise the demons that once again prevent me from sleeping, the unfulfilled fears, the non-regulated negative fantasies that I hold with all my heart. For the last few…

Turbulent times ahead. Suddenly sharply so many simple tasks to succeed in. I’m interested in interacting with inconceivable challenges. Especially examining every external effort I expect excruciating difficulty with. Challenges constantly change and create character. If I intend to create an impact. Lots lack the levity and lefthandedness to let their limits lose their power.…

Been a while since an impulse has left me smitten. Developed a new strategy based on bad habits, procedure has made me more rabid. I don’t really know or understand what I’m feeling right now, the more words I expel the more out of this world I bow. Maybe it’s numbness, maybe isolation taking root…

Ithink there’s a dark truth hidden in every corner of groups, that despite the attempts at playing friend and bonding there is and will always be one constant truth. I’ve been on my journey for such a relatively short amount of time that it can be hard to say if I’ve even fully adjusted to…

The following is a collection of some works I never published, I know I talk about writing from raw emotion but these posts were written very much in the middle of arguments or breakdowns. I hope that in them you can see a bit of yourself and maybe come up with a better way to…

I’m on the bedOpening up woundsPulling out rocksCreating a monsoonBlack streaks down my fleshRunning longMy lungs are emptyGasping hardMy words are howlsThe pain cuts deepExposing hurtsShearing sheepI want to curlInto a ballLeave this behind meAct of fallAlien sensationWarm embraceHanding me tissuesBlowing my faceBalls of paperInside a bagMy outburst are nastyNo movie magic hadAt any momentCould…

Chapter 1: Hair care Hair care is the weirdest most semi-complex thing like…ever Most guides for women or even mtfs don’t cover it, maybe it’s because most women know what men don’t. Hairs, like skin, have pores. These pores expand and contract with temperature change, specifically water temperature. But how does this benefit you? Why should you care? Well…

Chapter 2: From abominable to adorable!Shaving, is way simpler than hair care, the problem however is that all the guides seem to just pretend guys don’t have insane body hair! Frankly, this is just unrealistic and can actually cause unlucky femboys and aspiring girls to damage their skin! No good if you ask me! A…