Category: Archived

There was a draft that I had started when I fully intended on writing about a week ago.That draft was only a sentence which to me indicates that the feeling I had never overcame the burden of the act of writing. This feeling is not unique to typing, often times I feel this to an…

Consider this an interlude I made a solid breakthrough. Finally, a long time coming. The last few weeks I’ve been on an alternate path. Expressing myself in the tangible, focusing on something that wasn’t my focus. I reached my maximum capacity for projects, felt that challenging spark and overcame. A real win. A statement that…

With her last breath she lifted the body up onto the bleached rocks. Her scarred ghost-white body making a light smack as it hit the sand. She had known that it was going on for too long, that the wounds were lethal. Even still, she wanted it to end this way, she wanted her last…

Hey Diary,Sorry this entry’s dour, so shortly after the last one too.Honestly, it’s just that I’m so, down, and up, and up.Seems like even my gas lasts only a few days to just stay in one version of myself, kinda can’t help but think I’m falling apart at the seams. I wish I could get…

Hi diary, guess it’s about that time yeah? I’ve been told I should write this week, to take time to do something I want. It’s all falling apart, it all feels fucked and I’m so frustrated, I’m so angry, I’m so irritable the more I speak the less I feel the rawness and it just…

Hey Diary,Right now you’re just about the only person I want to talk about this with but man I’m really fucking going through it, everything should be fine but it’s not and I can’t help but be angry for it. I have no release, I feel angry, I have unresolved emotions and want to lash…

Hi Diary,Suppose I’m probably overdue.I usually was doing pretty good at being on-track, once a month vents here kinda made sense, actually I think I was at my best when it was once every two weeks. It’s been cold lately. Really cold. This is probably the coldest I’ve ever felt living here. While I do…

Hi Diary,Frankly, I just don’t know where I want to go with this writing today. Usually I don’t, I just know that you’re kind of my like….you’re the place I go when everything is fucked or everything is okay. I’m not okay diary. I’m really really not, It’s all a brain stew of problems and…

Sometimes life plays funny tricks on us huh? This one’s a long-time coming.Hello Diary! It’s been a while yeah? Two months, and a lots happened.Tomie, my spider? Not exactly dead, but you know that. I wasn’t sure, when I saw the molt, her container was empty, I was really depressed, honestly, the whole week was…

The past few days I’ve been wanting to type up something, anything, last year around this time was pretty bleak for me too, though I didn’t really expect to write this in this state. I’ve had, a rough week and an even rougher day. I hate my mourning periods because it means numbness, I’ll be…